erm..

2006-08-23T10:26:00.000-07:00

new blog.. msn for addy..

2006-08-23T10:07:00.000-07:00

dun like my post den i take down lor.. happy now?

2006-08-22T17:48:00.000-07:00

today.. i found out things tt i shldnt have.. things tt i think i wld have been better off not knowing..

at least now i noe why.. why ur like tt.. wad it means when u do certain stuff..

its good i guess..

2006-08-22T04:31:00.000-07:00

2006-08-11T10:46:00.000-07:00

did i mention i utterly hate fireworks?

2006-08-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

im absolutely depressed..
somebody cheer me up pls..

2006-08-11T10:16:00.000-07:00

maybe i shld juz let go..
theres no point in holding on..
proably a fool to do so..
cos theres nobody left to see..

sharon is emo.. no more xiao_saber.. say liao i dowan be high lvl noob.. go dhouby ghaut [sp?] get ur own invi code..

2006-07-19T12:07:00.000-07:00

first off.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM SOON HENG JACKYWINSON.. lol..second off.. im doing my lj written proposal.. and its sibei pek chek - ing.. cos im missing some survey results thus leading to my inability to complete my research summary which in turn leads to an incomplete executive summary.. lol.. im blogging like my report now.. o.O oh ya.. nana say he wan bang wall.. lol.. im gg pasar malam on fri.. the one at pp.. if its still there.. sara wans to show us big grosteque looking mangos.. =D i wanna watch movieeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. okay thats all bye..

2006-07-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

of course im not angry.. im beyond angry..

2006-07-18T23:46:00.000-07:00

1)Who did you last go out with?
= yingyingg

(2) What do you want to receive on your birthday?
= marnieeee

(3) Reach your hand out to the right. What do you
touch?
= razer mouse

(4) What time did you sleep last night?
= 2plus ?

(5) What’s the wallpaper on your computer?
= girrrr

(6) What can you hear besides the computer?
= rf bg music guns shooting

(7) Do you agree to the saying “to Forgive is to
forget”?
= narh

(8) When/where was the last time u cried?
= i dunnooo

(9) What/who makes you happy?
=yingying

(10) What makes you sad?
= mean ppl

(11) What are your favorite books?
= bonee

(12) What would you like to have right at this
moment which seems totally impossible?
= ying ying go out with meee

(13) Who will you turn to if you have a huge
problem that not all your friends know about?
= ying ying

(14) What’s your favorite song at the moment?
= Chelsea by Stefy

(15) What was the last line that kept ringing on
your mind last night before you sleep?
=dear ps meee

(16) What was the best event that happened last
year?
= ?

(17) Where did you go today?
=schh

(18) Last thing you ate?
=drank soyabeann

(19) Who/what do u hate the most right now?
= nobodyy

(20) Have you gone to the beach just w/ your
buddies?
= yeshhh

(21)Do you love sunsets?
= yep

(22)When is your b-day?
= 28th dec

(23)What are your wishes for your birthday?
= more marniee =D

(24)Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your
birthday?
= yingyingg

(25)Have you ever felt that you’ve been taken for
granted?
=nopee

(26) thing/s you regret?
= i dunnoo

(27) Is there anything else you want to do besides
this?a
= play rf

(28)What’s on ur mind right now?
= yingying

(29)cookies n’ cream or double dutch?
= sorbert

(30)Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedez?
=dun like either

(31)Do you know how to drive?
=nope

(33) Do you like spongebob?
=yeshhh

(34) What musical instruments can you play?
= nth o.o

(35) Who’s the last person you texted?
= yingying

(37) KFC or Kenny Rogers?
= KFC

(37)Beach or CAMPING?
= Camping at the beach

(38) Do you find yourself sexy?
=lol

(39) Hotdogs or cheesedogs?
= hotdogs

(40) Do you like Shawarma?
= ???

(41)is there someone you’re missing right now?
= uh huhhh

(42)Do you love someone right now?
= uhhuh

(43) Where did you go last Friday?
= i dunno @.@

(44) What did you do there?
= =.=

(45) Who were you with?
= dun rmber..

2006-07-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

guess whos coming backkk.. =D -beams-

2006-07-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

MRAHHHHHHHHH!!!

i wan the invader zim box set!! http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00069A6WC/103-5168270-6072635?n=130
so knn cb ex can.. T.T who wan buy for meee.. =P shall put a paypal button here.. den all muz donate hor.. =PpP

2006-07-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

Golden Rules:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person’s tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with “I have been tagged!” then do this.

Your 10 Favourites
Favourite Colour: black!
Favourite Food: i dunno =.=
Favourite Song: superwoman by dunno who
Favourite Movie: many many favs =.=
Favourite Sport: avoiding the sun.. lols
Favourite Season: hmm.. rainy season.. =P
Favourite Day of the Week: sundayyy
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: lime sorbert
Favourite Book: bone!
Favourite anime/cartoon: alot alot

Currents
Current mood: bored
Current clothes: yellow refresh shirt blue fbt shorts
Current desktop: some cute thing i kop
Current toe nail colour: pinkish and whitish.. =.=
Current time: 8.05pm!
Current Annoyance(s): heat
Current thought: i wanna go baybeats
Current girlfriend/boyfriend: dun tell uuuu
Current book you are reading: archies.. LOL

Firsts
First Best Friend: i dunno =.=
First Crush: hmm..
First Movie: chucky =.=
First piercing: cant rmber
First lie: so long ago u noe
First music: smlj qn =.=
First car: lols.. tamiyaa...
First handphone: nokia 3210 i think

Lasts
Last cigarette: 2nd hand smoke count?
Last drink: drinking water now
Last car ride: yesterdayyy.. took cabb
Last crush: huh..
Last movie seen: Superman Returns
Last phone call: yingyinggggg =)
Last CD played: um.. =.= jay chou?? like yrs ago?

Have You Evers
Have you ever dated one of you best friends: yeshh
Have you ever broken the law: uh huh
Have you ever been arrested: narhhh
Have you ever skinny-dipped: nopeee
Have you ever been on TV: i shld hope not =.=
Have you ever kissed someone you didn’t know: noooooooooooooooooooooooooo

5 Things You Are Wearing:
1. Rings
2. shirt
3. shorts
4. industrial stud thing
5. mah skin

4 Things You Have Done Today:
1. blogged
2. sleep
3. call yingyingg
4. pon sch

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:
1. ppl talking
2. fan
3. ppl smsing =.=

2 Things You Can’t Live Without:
1. Phone
2. Computer

4 Things You Do When You Are Bored:
1. sleep
2. game
3. chat
4. rot

5 People I Tagged to Do This:
1. Jacky
2. Eunice
3. Xavier
4. Wendy
5. YOU whos reading dis now.. =D

2006-06-26T18:28:00.000-07:00

=.= memorable day to blog.. first day of sch after a holiday of one month.. and i end up gg for the wrong class.. lols.. =.= good thing i brought my com.. but ill never live it downnnnn.. nooooooooooooooo.. =X okay.. juz 2 hrs to rot.. ill rakion.. lols.. den later get suaned to no end.. meet ying ying and sara at sevenn.. gg sara hse for ox tail stew.. wheee.. all 3 of us have mbp now.. lols.. oh ya.. i so totally koped yingying u of melbourne jacket.. =D its nice.. and thick.. and blueee.. and im bored.. =.= one and a half hr more nia.. =X still long.. lols.. still cnt believe i go wrong class.. =.= rwar..

2006-06-22T19:32:00.000-07:00

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=.= only 2 dip electives i found.. at least i think they are la.. not den lidat lor..

2006-06-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

eat eat eat eat.. food ish goood.. overstuffed today.. me and yingyingg.. indigestion.. =3 gg science centre tml.. whee..

2006-06-05T06:34:00.000-07:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. [tagged by ingrid]

1)um.. i wear a hairband when im home.. =D

2)ketchup good tomatoes bad..

3)im kinda antisocial

4)gaming is good tv is bad

5)i dun need to eat =.=

6)i dun like shoes..

andd.. i tag
1) jacky
2)eunice
3)si yuan
4)xavier
5)faarisi
6) ppl who see this..

2006-05-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

whee.. yingying came back leee =D watched over the hedge todayy... not bad.. =)
i got lotsa gumm.. and a mr woman mogu.. lol.. today was niceee.. -)

2006-05-19T09:26:00.000-07:00

movies arent the same without uuuuu.. oh well..

2006-05-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

rwarrr.. i got my macbookpro alreadyyy.. added a one gig ram todayy.. and im so not used to typing on dis.. lotsa typos here and there.. was camera whoring with yingying todayyy.. rwarr.. i took the key board condom off.. lol.. so much easier to type..faster also.. lol.. we took over 60 photoss.. =.= in a day.. lol.. my cam nearly died.. oh wellll..yingying leaving leee.. rwarr.. shes gonna buy me lotsa gumm.. whee.. yumyumyum.. gonna miss her thoo.. oh wellllll..

2006-05-14T08:31:00.000-07:00

its mother's day.. whee.. ate seafood for dinnerr.. den went e2max and got one of their chamber thingy to do some hush hush thing.. =P dun anyhow think hor.. den took neoprints.. =D quite funn.. wheee.. =)

2006-05-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

blogg.. stupid *#^%^%@*^ ppl not calling me to tell me my macbook pro is ready for collection... rwarr.. hate sharing coms... anywayss.. met yingying to watch mi3 todayy.. lol.. eat at some noodle place at ms.. and was late for movieee.. being the nice considerate ppl we are, we chose to sit in front instead of uprooting many ppl from their seats.. lol.. den drove over to esplanade to make bear for yingying's mommyy.. cos its mothers day tml.. i didnt get anything for my mom tho.. dunno wad to get also.. wahahahaha.. i wan my macbookpro.. =X

2006-05-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

neoprint!! =)

cute horrr.. =P

2006-05-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

yingying lemme drive her car todayyyyyyyyyyyyy.. =) so nice hor.. plus she drove me all arnd to do the stupid giro thing for the macbookpro.. rwar.. annoyingg.. anyways.. it was better after tt.. ate at some teppanyaki place on jurong hill.. not badd.. i like their special sauce.. yummyy.. =D bought new rings at ps!! whee.. xiexie yingying.. =) ty for the nice dayyy.. and driving me arnd.. =)

2006-04-28T22:24:00.000-07:00

wahaha.. i put deposit for my maacbookpro alrdy.. wheee.. happy.. the hitachi credit girl and her bf damn nice.. let me cut queue.. =D a big thankewww to u 2.. tho ull never read dis.. its the tot tt counts ritee.. anyways.. ty to mud too.. for drawing a nicenice purdy photo on the drawing board thing.. =D i dropped 3dcharacter.. i dunno why also.. lol.. cos jacky drop so i drop.. =P haiya.. see la jacky! all ur fault !! =P okay la.. i gg out later.. met don yest.. stupid tall guy.. lols.. make me feel short.. anywayss.. 16 blocks is a nice show.. go watchiess... eight below is not tt bad.. a tad boring.. sth like spirit.. but with more humans talking.. =D dumdumdum.. im rather bored.. and hyper.. i miss sip.. sighhhh... going back to school is fun and all.. but stillll.. went back yest to collect my pay.. lol.. had a lil chat with them.. farnieeee.. entertainingg... lol.. i think its the first time they saw me in my shirt jeans slippers outfit.. =D okay.. i gotta go changee.. cya.. =)

2006-04-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

time tableee.. i sorted it.. all the way down to a simple simple simple~ table..

anyways.. joel tried to decieve meee!! he was like talking to me with muds msn.. muhahaha.. i smart de okay!! cannot deceive me.. sides.. mud does not and i believe never start a convie with CHIO BU!! lol.. joel ish dummbb.. =P jk la.. cant wait for sch to start.. lol.. den when it starts.. i cant wait for it to end.. i dunno how the FAST shit did it.. i got no one week break.. other than tt.. its pretty much okay.. like one class for 3 weeks..

internship.. I LOVE MY COMPANY !!! it mite be boring.. but all nice ppl.. -beams- love them all.. =)

2006-04-20T00:19:00.000-07:00

tt is a shitty thing to sort out.. @.@

2006-04-19T02:23:00.000-07:00

Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe

[Chorus]
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn

[Chorus]
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away

[Chorus]
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight




click five say goodnight.. =)

Baby just say goodnight

2006-04-17T19:27:00.000-07:00

long long long overdue post.. currently suffering frm muscle ache.. due to the fact ive been sitting on my fat ass for almost 2 months.. and yest i had to be delivery mannnn.. oh well.. not tt bad.. i got off earli.. and yingying was nice and drove me arnddd.. =) delivered invites stuff and letters tt my company did for the european union.. sooo.. i got to see the inside of the european union.. cooo niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee... i love their pantry.. so freaking big can.. XD nice nice nice pantry.. went there twice.. =.= the ppl there know me alrdy.. dun even need to ask anymore.. lol.. met up with sara for dinner.. changed at her mom's spa.. cos it was nearby.. and she was there.. lol.. its pretty nice.. recommendation.. go thereee.. at raffles city.. lvl 2.. turn into the farnie passage thingy btwn bossini and giodarno.. its called beauty de quest i think.. =X and den got the hair salon also.. called sth which i dun rmber.. lol.. anyways! we went down to bugis to eat.. bugis backlanes anyways.. got dis seafood shop tts cheap and nice.. damn full.. den sara wan play drums.. so we go arcadeee.. den play lor.. =.= wad do u expect riteee.. den went jalan jalan arnd bugis village.. lol.. im like damn tired.. den gotta walk back to raffles city cos yingying park her car there.. and cannot drive.. cos theres 3 of us and her car is a 2 seater.. =X soo... accompany sara wait for cab b4 we went offff... yingying slept during the red light and got horned at.. lol.. so farniee.. =) hmm.. i dunno why.. but i keep typing my so wrongly.. they come out as os and den i gotta correct themm.. =.= muz be the muscle ache.. =X woke up late today.. and cabbed down to work.. =.= no marnieeee.. i wan marnieee.. oh well.. school starting soon..3 more days of workk.. and den prawning on sat.. if miss eunice can make it larh.. its 24 hrs anyways.. hoping she cann.. -prays hard- laptop is spoilt cos my stupid sister wemt to maple.. =.= i can like play rakion for hrs.. and nth happens.. she touch and play maple and the whole thing dies.. =.= like she got hands of doom or sth.. =X rwar.. muscle ache painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... suffer suffer... lol.. im sleepy.. =X oh well.. bu yao blog le.. ill blog my tt when its out.. =) byee..

2006-04-12T20:21:00.000-07:00

Message: Minus 1% for everything that
you've
done.
Then repost as your %. [ start with 100%]

1.Smoked.

2.Drank alcohol.

3.Cried when someone died.

4.Been drunk.

5.Had sex.

6.Been to a concert.

7.Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.

8.Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.

9.Been verbally sexually harassed.

10.Verbally sexually harassed somebody.

11.Felt someone up and/or been felt up.

12.Laughed so hard something came out
of your
nose.

13.Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
before.

14.Been cheated on by a
boyfriend/girlfriend.

15.Been to prom.

16.Cried at school.

17.Gotten lost in a WalMart or a
department store.

18.Went streaking.

19.Given a lap dance.

20.Had someone of the opposite sex in
your room.

21.Had someone of the opposite sex
sleep over.

22.Slept over at someone of the opposite
sex's
house.

23.Kissed a stranger.

24.Hugged a stranger.

25.Went scuba diving.

26.Driven a car.

27.Gotten an xray.

28.Hit by a car.

29.Had a party.

30.Done drugs.

31.Played strip poker.

32.Got paid to strip for someone.

33.Ran away from home.

34.Broken a bone.

35.Eaten sushi.

36.Bought porn.

37.Watched porn.

38.Made porn.

39.Had a crush on someone of the same
sex.

40.Been in love.

41.Frenched kissed.

42.Laughed so hard you cried.

43.Cried yourself to sleep.

44.Laughed yourself to sleep.

45.Stabbed yourself.

46.Shot a gun.

47.Trash talked someone and then acted
like their
best friend the next day.

48.Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.

49.Been online for 9 consecutive hours.

50.Watched an animal die.

51.Watched a person die.

52.Kissed and/or messed around
somewhere with
at least 1 person present.

53.Pranked somebody.

54.Put somebody in the hospital.

55.Snuck into someone's room and/or
your own
room after being out.

56.Kissed somebody of the same sex.

57.Dressed punk.

58.Dressed goth.

59.Dressed preppy.

60.Been to a motocross race.

61.Avoided somebody.

62.Been stalked.

63.Stalked someone.

64.Met a celebrity.

65.Played an instrument.

66.Ridden a horse.

67.Cut yourself.

68.Bungee jumped.

69.Ding dong ditched somebody.

70.Been to a wild party.

71.Got caught stealing something.

72.Kicked a guy in the balls.

73.Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a
friend.

74.Went out with your friend's crush.

75.Got arrested.

76.Been pregnant.

77.Babysat.

78.Been to another country.

79.Started your house on fire.

80.Had an encounter with a ghost.

81.Donated your hair to cancer patients.

82.Been asked out by someone that you
never
though you'd to be asked out by.

83.Cried over a member of the opposite
sex.

84.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3
months.

85.Sat on your ass all day.

86.Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by
yourself.

87.Had a job.

88.Gotten cut from a sports team.

89.Been called a wh0re.

90.Danced like a wh0re.

91.Been mistaken for a celebrity.

92.Been in a car accident.

93.Been told you have beautiful eyes.

94.Been told you have beautiful hair.

95.Raped somebody.

96.Danced in the rain.

97.Been rejected.

98.Walked out of a restaurant without
paying.

99.Punched someone/slapped someone
in the
face.

100.Been raped.

hmm.. i got like 45%.. thats not good rite .. =X

2006-04-12T00:22:00.000-07:00

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=)

2006-04-10T04:09:00.000-07:00

SHARON
IS
DUMB
!!!

=)=)=)

2006-04-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

its times like this that i feel unwanted.. stupid laptop had to spoil.. leaving me with absolutely nth to do.. except sleep.. im sleeping an average of 10hrs a day.. since i dun go out.. nor do i game.. seriously considering lan-ing now.. my sis said shell go with me.. but shes gonna lan maple.. =.= and the lan shop down the road is like SGD1.50 an hr.. i put SGD cos i lazy to type dollar sign okayyy.. feel like shit rite now.. hehe.. wads new.. gonna go sleep now.. its 7.07pm.. =.= a tad earli but who cares.. -grinz-

2006-04-09T20:59:00.000-07:00

hehe.. i went tanning on sat!! but no sun.. all clouds.. =.= closest ur ever gonna get to seeing me in a bikini.. whee.. im camera shy.. anyways.. i gots me a deviantart acc.. yaya.. i noe.. abit wols.. dun picky la.. =.= uploaded sth i did.. and ppl liked it... hehe.. cheap thrill.. but who cares!! =D on a side note.. lost my ring while swimming in the sea.. RWAR.. =(

2006-04-07T02:27:00.000-07:00

i wanna cut my hair like him.. LOL.. i kinda already got the fringe anywaysss.. hehe.. =D oh ya.. hes frm a7x introduced to me by fadhli.. =D anyways.. im looking for songs by the academy is.. if u haf.. send me okayy.. i already got season.. send me other stuff. =) pratamania todayyyy..

2006-04-06T22:27:00.000-07:00

ex·pend·a·ble P Pronunciation Key (k-spnd-bl)
adj.

Subject to use or consumption: an expendable source.
Not worth salvaging or reusing: expendable rocket boosters.
Not strictly necessary; dispensable: an expendable budget item; expendable personnel.
Open to sacrifice in the interests of gaining an objective, especially a military one: expendable civilian targets.

feeling expendable? join the club =)

2006-04-06T18:48:00.000-07:00

=.= im rushing my log book now. i stopped writing in week 2.. basically juz crapping shit now.. lol.. yest, was a shitty day.. hopefully be better today.. sadness.. my sis spoiled the laptop.. nth to say.. gonna go tanning on sat.. most prob.. im getting damn fairrrr.. my standards anyways.. not urs.. >P mite fall thru.. see how i guess..

am i alone now?

2006-04-05T19:12:00.000-07:00

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him
To listen for awhile.

And there he was this young boy
A stranger to my eyes
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words.

Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song.

I felt all flushed with fever
Embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letters
And read each word out loud.

I prayed that he would finish
But he just kept right on
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words.

Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song.

He sang as if he knew me
In all my darkest despair
And then he looked right through me
As if I wasn't there.

But then he was there this stranger
Singing clear and strong
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words.

Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words

2006-04-05T18:28:00.000-07:00

what are u scared of..

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] being sexually assulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[ ] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ]Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[ ] being alone
[ ] losing my friends
[ ] being blind to things
[ ] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] being murdered in my sleep

go fill it.. im not telling u..

2006-04-05T02:52:00.000-07:00

why do i have the knack of screwing up lives.. esp my own?

2006-04-04T18:30:00.000-07:00

quizzes begone.. =X bane of my life.. spawned from my boredom.. rwar..

2006-04-04T02:12:00.000-07:00

was watching my sister play maple today.. doing some lame quest.. remembered the time i tried to do the jumping quest in maple.. lol.. fun but infuriating.. guess i kinda suck at jumping.. oh well..

2006-04-02T20:56:00.000-07:00

[[constantly on my mind]]

2006-03-30T17:29:00.000-08:00

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2006-03-29T19:29:00.000-08:00

http://www.freaknfunny.com/files/upload/draw-a-pig.swf

2006-03-28T19:51:00.000-08:00

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Great Dames for sale.

2006-03-27T22:46:00.000-08:00

MY TURNNN =))

What were you doing 10 years ago?
watching tv.. gogo power rangers.. =P

5 songs that you know the lyrics right off your head...
1. how to be dead [snow patrol]
2. everyday i love u less and less [kaiser chiefs]
3. nothing with u [descendants]
4. stalker [goldfinger]
5. dance dance [fallout boy]
lol.. ipod rocks =D

5 things you would do if you're a millionaire...
1.take over the world
2. buy alienware com
3. get a licence.. or a personal chaffuer
4. be a billionare
5. drown ppl i hate with mar-neee!

5 bad habits...
1. Procrastinate
2. no ans calls/ not calling back
3. tendency to lai chuang [refuse to get out of bed]
4. spending money like water
5. laziness

5 things i like doing...
1. gaming
2. sleeping
3. eating
4. gg out with _________
5. gaming again =D

Things that you will never buy, wear or get a new one again?
1. sister/brother
2. fish [i mean to keep as pets]
3. fur [obviously real fur]
4. ...
5. ...
i honestly dunno =X

5 favourite toys...
1. tatty bear
2. red mogu pillow
3. red bunny thingy
4. red cat thingy
5. hand made teddy bear
=.- alot of red thingys.. LOL..

2006-03-26T17:23:00.000-08:00

**The Alphabet:
A : YOUR A HOTTIE
B : you are loved by alot of ppl
C : you're wild and crazy
D : You have trouble trusting people
E : You are always fun when it comes to meeting
new people
F:People totally adore you
G : You are very friendly and undestanding
H : You have very good personality and looks
I : Love is something you deeply believe in
J : Everyone loves you
K : You like to try new things
L : You always make other people smile when you
smile
M : You are beautiful, and sexy
N : your sex is unforgetable
O : You love foreplay
P : You are very friendly and understanding
Q : You are a hypocrite
R: Someone loves you
S : People think you are so sexy
T : You are one of the best in bed
U : You are really chill
V : You are not judgemental
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : you make every experience great
Z : You're Super cool

something i took off friendster.. supposed to match the alphabets to ur names.. damn farnie.. lol.. not gonna post mine here =X

2006-03-24T00:11:00.000-08:00

lol.. read this.. esp guys..

2006-03-23T23:54:00.000-08:00

interesting stuff.. esp when all of us (imd ppl anyways) seem to have lack of sleep.. click here..

2006-03-22T18:41:00.000-08:00

note to all.. check ur tp mail and reply.. okay.. i think im too bored at work.. i joined practically everything anyone sent me an invite to.. im currently a member of friendster.. zeebo.. bingbox.. flixster.. wayn.. myspace.. lol.. er.. come join me man.. gonna spend the afternoon updating dis profiles.. =D

2006-03-21T23:42:00.000-08:00

pls check ur tp mail.. if ur invited.. ull get a mail with the invite.. if ur not.. den i dun wanna see ur face there.. lol.. jk la.. juz inform me.. its tentative.. cos eunice is mia.. as and when she confirms, ill send the mail out.. latest by tml 10am.. hope to cya there peeps.. =)

2006-03-21T17:40:00.000-08:00

im kinda blogging more den jacky now.. and i hardly think tts good.. lol.. slept 2 hours after lunch yest.. =X cos had late night filming den took med.. buay tahan.. my lao ban saw me sleeping.. according to fatty ryan.. -.- so i was like hmm.. if she see me den why never call me up.. lol.. new link on my blog.. andre.. its a guy.. i was telling him his name sounded like a girl.. and hes obsessed with stella.. =X inside joke.. hard to share.. but it is a facy hes obsessed i guess.. im damn sleepy rite now.. yao zhuang qiang le.. friendster dowan let me upload photos.. gay shit.. im slackinggg.. jacky never come online le.. i think his com died.. LOL.. or he actioning busy and running from work and german interns.. wad do i do at work? i wonder too.. talk to faarisi.. practically everyday.. lol.. talk to random ppl.. game randomly.. surf randomly.. lol.. msg ppl alot also.. gibing up on friendster liaoo.. im writing random testis too.. lol.. for wendy anyways.. wendy.. i know ur reading this.. GO STUDY.. hehe.. she ask me pyscho de ma.. ryan having exams today.. yest still can happily tell me i lvl 9 le.. i was like -.- and wondering shldnt he be studying?? rwar.. my pu running out le.. dunno whether to extend anot.. i am supposed to play fly after all.. but so lag ar =X vv pekchek.. keep dying.. pot like shit.. still die.. sibei sian u know.. =/ at least in rakion got ppl talk to me.. hehe.. damn farnie.. played paws yest.. keep rebeling.. cos of spades.. he like to put his xiao long.. den i always kill.. den hell be like ... later u kena bbq i laugh.. and it happened once.. and he LOL me.. rwar.. i tot is my team de xiao long ma.. den his xiao long lvl higher den me somemore.. 7 more levels den i can buy xiao long also.. but also not enough cp to summon.. at most only can have one.. dunno why ppl keep asking me to join clan.. -.- i join also wun join theirs lor.. i quitted ancient.. only 3 clans ill consider joining.. i.l2(ir) miracles and god.tier.com.. miracles dunno will accept me not.. god.tier.com and ir confirm can de.. hehe.. im like a noob archer.. recently lag alot somemore.. cant shoot shit.. raingirl said 'u must look like a piece of shit in real life' cos i never reply her im.. rebeling how to reply.. lol.. she sound so small girl.. den she typing somemore.. tio bbq by spades drag.. wahahaha.. noob shit.. my cough ish getting worse.. and i wanna go zoo.. my family went escape last sun i think.. i never go =X no point ma.. my younger sis there.. she short.. cannot sit this canot sit tt.. lol.. its full of cheap thrills.. nth tt im actually afraid/would hesitate to on.. =X my post ish super long arh! being vv lame here.. lol.. dying of boredom.. and damn sleepy.. thank god my boss gg out later.. mebbe can sleep somemore.. =D i spy jacky online.. shall go disturb him.. lol.. i wanna watch nanny mcphee.. i wanna sleep and not wake up til the sun goes down.. i wanna go out everyday and talk random stuff.. jacky never reply me.. =X think he eat snake.. lol.. wondering if ill get tix to ultra violet.. seems like a aeon flux kinda show.. juz with cooler effects and all.. v for vendetta ish nice.. i tui jian u to watch.. cry wolf has a interesting plot.. but i think the filming kinda undermines the plot.. kills it a bit.. yours mine and ours ish farniee.. my sis said so.. the dorm is not realli a ghost show.. to be honest.. its not bad.. the plaster on my hand damn itchy ar.. i forget to change.. -.- scared peel out den itll drop off.. anyways.. planning a steamboat thing on fri.. will confirm with the original 3 (excluding me la) before posting details.. u three.. if u read my post ar.. msg me can anot.. its open to the public.. only one requirement.. muz be tp imd.. preferably inform me first.. or the original three.. eunice jacky siyuan.. oh ya.. disclaimer.. this is not imd budget dinner.. this is sharon eunice jacky siyuan intended sip dinner.. my post is overly long.. happy scrolling.. LOL.. i went crazy with styles..

2006-03-20T19:11:00.000-08:00

hmm.. change of mind.. gonna close down at the end of the week.. no sale tho.. lol.. gonna imitate the pic u see beloww.. post it hopefully by todayy.. noww.. who wants to lend me a good digicam.. =P and doesnt mind blood on itt.. msg meeeeeee.. =) preferably im tho.. im = instant messenger = msn.. jic..LOL..

2006-03-20T17:20:00.000-08:00

okay.. closing down blog.. bye peeps..

2006-03-20T11:42:00.000-08:00

and its a wrap.. mayaan happily declared.. went filming a band in a pub today.. lol.. got a bourbon coke tt was more bourbon den coke.. -.- pub was full of ang mohs.. guys anyways.. they were like damn nice.. kept offering me drinks.. forgot their names tho.. anyways.. it was fun.. and im damn hungry now.. and tired.. but not sleepy.. -.- contradicting ritee.. well.. ur mistaken if u think my day/s got any better.. hurhur.. it got much worse.. lol.. drinking is fun.. keeps my mind off things.. oh ya.. the pub got pole dancers =X den got dis female whose boobs seem like they were gonna pop out -.- too much push up/maximizer bras.. lol.. think im crapping now.. hurhur.. nobody ask u to read anyways.. muhahahaha.. shall go bang my head against the wall and hope i fall asleep.. and perhaps not wake up.. =) nite peeps..

2006-03-19T23:07:00.000-08:00

contrary to what most may think, im not happy by nature; neither am i sociable. in the midst of the hustle and bustle of growing up, i have come to know about what society expects of me; to mould and shape myself to blend in. silence and desolation line my mind; blurred and obsure to the world. destruction is inevitable; darkness lie ahead..

hehe.. ramblings of a broken mind.. =)

2006-03-19T18:30:00.000-08:00

the picture says it all..


Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

2006-03-15T20:00:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad to play!! rakion or fly.. rakion cos i lvl 27 le.. stop le abit wasted.. fly cos im no 3 in guild.. lowest lvl and no3.. -.- den justin also vv farnieee.. call guild tiandihui.. lol.. im utterly hungry.. yingying driving me home todayyyyyy.. wheee.. hehe.. on a sidenote.. i wan gum.. =) -BIG HINT-

2006-03-15T19:52:00.000-08:00

lol.. talking to jacky is farniee.. got self censorship de.. sibei cute.. lol..
i.e
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
________ la

talking bout his louya german intern today..

Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
arghs...
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
i anti- GERMANS
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
hahah
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
haha
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
intro to me la
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
i make him suffer
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
bully u do work rite
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
lol
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
lol
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
his work.. not mine...and i do... and still want to tok design but his _________ ideas dun work... wt____...
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
and he sux
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
he is the worst creature I have ever seen
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
haha
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
arghs
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
tell him u suck balls la
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
________ la
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
y some ppl are both with no brains and yet want to act as if they got brains
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
he is indeed a HIMBO
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
hahaha
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
hahahha
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
himbo can kick de
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
bimbo cannot
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
loll
¶sHàRoN¿*¤»{[sibei tired]}«¤*{[sleepah!]} says:
cos guys will whack
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
hahahha
Jackywinson san: 我不想长大: EMO: take me mould me use me fill me i give my life to the potter's hand says:
i am hungry

hehe.. sip = socialising (with)in personal(msn)
abit nonsensical.. lol..

2006-03-15T18:03:00.000-08:00

The Enneagram Test

What the Ancient Science of Personality Says About You

sharon, you're a Type 8 - The Leader

Friends, family, and colleagues probably appreciate your heroic strength and impassioned inner drive. They're also apt to know that when they come to you with a problem, you can be counted on for strength and guidance. As a Leader, you're likely to be seen as a powerful and protective individual with a natural born sense of management in one form or another.

Being a member of this type puts you in good company. Toni Morrison, an award-winning author and recognized cultural leader in the African American community, and Martin Luther King, Jr., leader of the American civil rights movement, were also type 8s.

This means that compared to the eight other Enneagram types, you have a strong sense of willpower and self-confidence. In fact, you're the kind of resourceful, decisive person who is often committed to making things happen.

2006-03-14T23:53:00.000-08:00

what do u do when ur lif is in a screwed mess..

2006-03-14T19:23:00.000-08:00

Results of the Anger Test

	Anger Index

Your score = 70

What does your score mean?

Overall, your anger level is slightly elevated. You seem to get angry more often than the average individual. Either you have a hot streak or the situations on the test happened to rub you the wrong way. Whatever the case, you should watch out - you might be on dangerous ground. Anger is a firecracker of an emotion, and isn't something you want to overdo. Some things just aren't worth getting worked up about!

The Patience Test: Report

Introduction

We are often told that patience is a virtue, but new medical research has demonstrated that patience is also good for your health! Patience is defined as calmness, self-control, and willingness or ability to tolerate delay. Impatience, on the other hand, is defined by time-urgency and the inability to tolerate slow people or processes. Impatient people cannot stand to be left waiting, and tend to overreact to stress.

Recently, impatience has been in the spotlight of medical research on heart disease. Most people have heard of Type A personality, but many are unaware that impatience (also called time-urgency) is one of the three core traits of Type A people. In combination with hostility, another Type A trait, impatience nearly doubles the risk for high blood pressure. Research has revealed that people with high levels of hostility and impatience in young adulthood are likely to develop high blood pressure later in life. People who display Type A behavior have chronically overactive nervous systems because of their race against time and their constant readiness for confrontation. All this activity puts extra stress on the heart, resulting in high blood pressure and other health problems.

Graphic Results


score = 51

Interpretation

You are a somewhat patient person. Your ability to tolerate delay and inconvenience probably depends on the situation. You realize the value of patience in certain contexts but are not afraid to let your impatience show where necessary. While this ability to adapt is well developed, there are probably a couple of situations where you could improve. Take some time to think about what makes you impatient and why. Keep in mind that impatience can result in extra stress and poor health.

Results of the Anxiety Test

	Anxiety Index

Your score = 50

What does your score mean?

According to your test results, your level of anxiety is moderate; which means there is a potential of it becoming problematic in your life. Although you are generally able to cope, your stress and worry might sometimes interfere with your ability to function in a healthy way. This is nothing to beat yourself up about - anxiety is a highly common problem with a wide range of causes. The most important thing, however, is that you take active steps to decrease the frequency and intensity of these emotions so that they don't dictate the way you carry out your life.

Results of your Self-Esteem Test

	Self-Esteem Index

your score = 63

What does your score mean?

According to this test, you have a reasonably high level of self-esteem. There is, however, still some room for improvement. You seem to experience some doubt about your own abilities, occasional feelings of inadequacy and possibly even question your own self-worth from time to time. Essentially, you sometimes get caught up in a vicious circle; if you believe that you cannot do something, your belief causes you to think and behave in a way that leads to your eventual failure. Although your self-esteem is generally healthy, and some insecurity is normal, it certainly can't hurt to give your confidence a boost. There is a wide range of resources available out there on the subject, why not check them out? You'll certainly see the long-term benefits - increased confidence, better relationships, less anxiety and an overall improved sense of well-being.

2006-03-13T18:41:00.000-08:00

What's Your Eating Style?

Understanding your relationship to food

sharon, you're a Circumstantial Eater

Circumstantial eaters like you don't make food a priority in their lives. In fact, it's probably more of an afterthought as they eat based more on their circumstances. Because of this, you probably end up eating whatever's quickest, or easiest to prepare. Unlike people who plan meals a day, or even a week, in advance, it is not unusual for you to be already hungry when you think about food. But once this realization hits, you want something to eat but don't want to spend a lot of time preparing it. Your tendency is to choose foods that come in a container, or with a set of instructions. That way, all the planning and preparing is done for you.

While it's fine that you place an emphasis on other areas of your life, you could also be missing out on not only on some of the enjoyable social and physical highs of eating well, but also on nutritional value as well.

2006-03-13T17:56:00.000-08:00

he Emotional IQ Test
How People-Smart Are You?

http://web.tickle.com/tests/eiq/index.jsp

sharon, your Emotional IQ is 107.

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Tickle's Emotional IQ test. But your Emotional IQ score is much more than just a number: it's an indicator of success.

Research has shown that people with high emotional intelligence scores — not necessarily those with the highest IQ scores — tend to be the most valued and productive employees and have the longest and happiest romantic relationships.

So, where are you most emotionally smart? Your test results show that your strongest suit is perception — your ability to pick up on what others are feeling.

Because of this, you are unusually good at reading people's verbal and non-verbal cues. You're especially aware of the subtleties of people's actions, and can feel out the vibe of a situation better than many. That gives you and edge many wish they had. People with high perception skills like yours, however, tend to rely on them to the exclusion of others. As a result, they sometimes have underdeveloped abilities in other realms of critical emotional intelligence like managing emotions, empathy, and being expressive.

To truly excel in life and know how to relate to different people, you need to balance out the different kinds of emotional intelligence.

Research indicates that if people who are strong in perception can work to increase their overall emotional IQ score, they can prepare themselves to handle any interpersonal exchange with amazing skill — especially by learning to be empathetic and by being able to express what it is they are feeling or trying to say.

And the good news is that people who try to improve their emotional IQ have far greater success than people who try to improve their IQ.

2006-03-13T17:48:00.000-08:00

You're a Steady Supporter

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Brought to you by Tickle

2006-03-13T17:40:00.000-08:00

Your sense of humor is Banter

What's Your Sense of Humor?

Brought to you by Tickle

jacky teach me de.. do quiz during work. =)

2006-03-07T00:57:00.000-08:00

http://www.weakgame.com/media_6292_Cube_Field.html

found dis nice game online.. yep.. im playing flash gamesdurign work.. its a tad addicting.. but cool if ur like me and bored outta ur minds.. definitely easier den marvins spectrum tho.. =)

2006-03-06T23:12:00.000-08:00

hehehehehehe.. at work now.. so called work la.. supremely boring.. sibei buay tahan.. argggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. faarisi and jacky talking to me on msnn.. =D some entertainment at least!! still freaking bored.. next week is imd budget makan dinner!! =) refer to jacky blog for info.. he like to blog alot.. so u mite hafta scroll down abit.. =) okay.. back to solitare and flash gaminggg.. =)

2006-02-27T06:24:00.000-08:00

first day of sip.. super boring day.. got bored outta my mind... worst boredom ever.. =/

2006-02-19T08:26:00.000-08:00

hellohellohelloo... watched casanova today.. the show was not bad.. soo.. if u pl are thinking abt watching it.. go ahead.. =)) for some dumb reason, brokeback mountain is RA21.. so i cant watch it.. not in a theatre anywayss.. buuuuttt!! yingying dled it le.. =3 and soo.. i can watch it.. hurhurhurhur... take tt u stupid censorship board.. the fog sucks.. big time.. dun watch it.. anything with the sucks balls.. for eg.. the dark.. the cave.. the fog.. the skeleton key.. see my point? anyways anyways.. anybody interested in the filmfest at ntu?? got some cool feature films and pretty decent workshops i think.. link heree.. FOCAL i got some pretty decent postcards if u wann.. =) oh ya.. i bought a new wallett... too little card slots too.. but still.. its nice and purdy and its pierre cardin.. leather and black as with all my wallets.. supposed to bring stuff for shan tml.. hope i dun forget.. getting quite dumb recently.. gonna start on flyff and quit rakion soon.. as soon as my power user runs out.. just another 50 days or so.. lol.. more songs.. =)

一件黑色毛衣
yi jian hei se mao yi
兩个人的回忆
liang ge ren de hui yi
雨过之后 更难忘记
yu guo zhi hou geng nan wang ji
忘记我还爱你
wang ji wo hai ai ni

你不用在意
ni bu yong zai yi
流泪也只是刚好而已
liu lei ye zhi shi gang hao er yi
我早已经待在谷底
wo zao yi jing dai zai gu di

我知道不能再留住你
wo zhi dao bu neng zai liu zhu ni
也知道不能没有骨气
ye zhi dao bu neng mei you gu qi
感激你 让我拥有秋天的美丽
gan ji ni rang wo yong you qiu tian de mei li

看着那白色的蜻蜓
kan zhe na bai se de qing ting
在空中忘了前进
zai kong zhong wang le qian jin
还能不能重新编织
hai neng bu neng chong xin bian zhi
脑海中起毛球的记忆
nao hai zhong qi mao qiu de ji yi

再说我爱你
zai shuo wo ai ni
可能雨也不会停
ke neng yu ye bu hui ting
黑色毛衣
hei se mao yi
藏在那里
chang zai na li
就让回忆永远停在那里
jiu rang hui yi yong yuan ting zai na li



got pinyin somemoree.. not bad huh.. =P

2006-02-17T05:22:00.001-08:00

rwarrr... my 'you' so picky de.. =/

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see, something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder, the more that you know
When you get lonely, if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say its okay
It's okay


nahhhh.. =))
It's okay

2006-02-17T05:22:00.000-08:00

sem end sem end! surprisingly i finished all my assignments.. gave up on line ani tho.. =/ first time im giving up on sth.. people come people go.. officially decided today to keep you out of my life.. regardless of ur status/position in my life.. =) its a good thing if u wanna noe.. you refering to the ppl who read my blog.. the other you being an ambiguos you.. confusing isnt it.. =)) anyways.. im gg for fort minor concert with yingying.. and i found out that abel and xh are in the seats directly behind us.. like wad are the odds of tt happening man.. damn cool.. and freaky.. =) okay.. today moses told us abt a new education scheme.. honestly.. i think its shit.. wad do u think? i dunno and wadever made u think i care.. =)) shall not comment on the scheme now.. if its screwy.. ill juz drop out and head over to business.. okay.. im tired... gonna sleep now.. tho its damn earli.. who cares.. =) last but not least.. song for youu.. alot of yous in my blog no? the last you is special tho.. a nice song for a special you..

Grey skies, clouding up the things
We used to see with wide eyes
Maybe everything was meant to be this way
Will it ever change,
Or are we stuck here on our own?
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey

I've found telling you the truth
The hardest thing to get out
I know it wasn't you
That made me feel this way
Will it ever change,
Or are we stuck here on our own?

And give it one more try
I don't know if I will stay
But I feel so much better now
And, baby, begging me
Will leave you so empty inside
So you shouldn't even try

I know every last regret
Inside of me is my own
The way I hold them close
Has made me be this way
I will never change
I know I'm stuck here on my own
My own

And give it one more try
I don't know if I will stay
But I feel so much better now
Where did we go wrong?
I know you still hold on to me
But it's time that you let go

I gave you things I had
That I could not give back again
But I'm better off alone
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey

2006-02-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

today is deon choo mun yee birthdayy.. happy birthday worr.. celebrated at T2 fish and co.. with wendy sara ying deon and meeeeeeeeeee... =) anyways.. pictures pictures picturess..

rwar.. blogger dowan upload.. oh well.. some other time den.. =)

2006-02-05T09:47:00.000-08:00

Videopro is settled.. finally... tho theres some &^%$#@#$%^&***$#%&%&@ free loader.. rwar.. pisses me off mannnn.. not that i do alot.. but still.. damn fucked up.. at least i appear on time and my presence is felt.. sian.. cant be bothered to do shit now.. digital imaging is done.. gonna go school and complete my webpub.. juz 2 more pages if im not wrong.. anyways.. i think i blog too much.. recently anyways.. considering closing my blog.. dun think that much ppl read it anyways.. not much of a loss to anyone i guess.. me and siyuan made a damn cute sock puppet.. =)) taking damn long to upload.. anyways.. reminder to all.. do apel before 15th feb.. see.. nice of me rite.. hmm.. back pain.. dun think ill bring a bag to school later.. den again.. gotta carry the cam.. mite as well.. if u wanna noe.. kinda strained my back carry cams [note th -s =P] and stuff.. hur.. jk la.. its kinda my own fault cos i happen to like slinging them all on one shoulder.. =/ okay.. blogger doesnt wanna let me upload ze pic.. ur loss den.. mood is like deteriorating fucking fast.. like one way down a never ending pit of doooooooomm..

on a side note.. check out piod..

2006-02-05T09:34:00.000-08:00

words phrases nouns adjectives letters

facade of smiles
drowning in grief
burdened by sorrow
regrets uncountable
deceiving appearances
motives hidden
objectives obsure
lost in shadows
complete disregard
absolute shambles
hahahahahahaha

hur.. not exactly in the best of moods now.. typing crap.. =/ realised my english is screwed big time.. ultimate sadness.. hurhur..

2006-02-04T08:30:00.000-08:00

PHOTOS!!!!

2006-02-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

updates!!! cut my hair.. it is way cool man.. =) bladed in rain todayyy... got soaked thoroughly.. den went to ms.. bought new pants and ****.. =P waited one whole hour and more to eat at dian xiao er.. food not tt niceeeee.. anywayss.. i go do work liao.. =) song for u.. again.. =))

Jimmy wasn't really popular
He had a couple of friends back home
Sooner or later they're all getting out
So he had to join up alone
He was dreaming of the Ivy League
Since he was only 3 feet tall
Get the hell out of Jersey and then
He would never look back at all

And then you hear 'em say
That miles away
We lost another one that we sent with a gun
They're gonna miss him he was two weeks from twenty
And there's still no shame
From the man to blame

Jimmy never had a reason to stay
Cause all the factories shut down
All he had was a line for his name
So he could sign away his right to be proud
He tried to kiss her on the way out the door
But she just put her little hand on his face
I don't understand why you're leaving she said
But I hope you're gonna ask me to wait

And then you hear 'em say
That miles away
We lost another one that we sent with a gun
His lady missed him he was two weeks from twenty
And there's still no shame
From the man to blame

Jimmy's mother went to Capitol Hill
So she could fill her heart up with joy
Maybe shake a few hands while she's there
And tell him thank you sir for taking my boy

And then you hear 'em say
That miles away
We lost another one that we sent with a gun
His mama missed him he was two weeks from twenty
And there's still no shame
And we're all to blame

2006-02-01T08:59:00.000-08:00

blogblogblogblog.. my network card on my lappie is screwed.. thus the lack of me being online.. anyways.. im using my sis pc now.. the words on the keys all mia.. so i feel like im guessing where to type.. today was rather wasted.. meeting at ten and only me and siyuan was there.. wad makes things worse was that class was cancelled.. i spent most of my time in school sleeping.. i dunno wad to say anymore.. anyways.. planned another meeting for tml at 130 in the studio.. msged jacky to inform the rest.. my bill is practically going thru ze non existant roof.. went to sara's hse today with ying.. watched american idol and practically did nth there.. lol.. it was fun tho.. =) going school tml for consultation only.. plus meeting.. then im gonna go watch fun with dick and jane.. at ms with yinnngggggg... =) rwarr.. hope everybody turns up for the meeting tml.. on time.. i kinda planned everything already.. story concept timeline.. all must be doneeeee.. i dun care how.. den consult on fri and film over the weekend.. hmm.. i need to do digital imaging too.. its good that i have stock photos to fall back on.. =) oh.. and i think my web pub is due also.. hur.. juz gonna submit my portfolio site.. hmm.. note to self.. if i ever read this anyways.. pcomdi stuff to be doneee.. reflection to be sent to glenn.. -.- and my sis juz signed in on msn when she's supposed to be sleeping and im using her com! hur.. stupid pda phone.. =/ im playing sims 2 now.. officially.. i like building the houses and decorating them more than controlling the sims.. my sim got married.. had a kid.. kicked the husband out.. had affair with the hse maid who moved in and subsequently got kicked out.. accidentally adopted a kid whom i drowned.. hur.. most prob cos of the name.. wad name u question.. ask me in person and i might tell u.. =) drowned her kid too cos he was too damn troublesome.. hired a nanny who died and started haunting the hse.. currently having a affair with another guy.. =/ super complicated.. lol.. kinda addicted to it now.. =/ dumb since ive had it ever since it came out..

tomorrow.. a movie and dinner and a nice time with u.. =)

2006-01-31T06:00:00.000-08:00

helloooooooooo.. ying and sara say hiiiii.. =)

2006-01-27T22:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =) its a tad early.. who cares anyways.. =)) i dyed my hair black.. dunno why also.. =) im kinda bored.. woke up and my whole family not home =/ im like wah.. my house so quiet seh.. first time =x this is for uuuuuuuuu.. =)

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2006-01-26T11:00:00.000-08:00

whee.. change blogskin.. =)) its nicer no? kinda like the monsters arnd the sides.. =) note to self.. do apel before 17th feb.. be nice and remind me if u read.. hurhur.. anyways.. got vidpro meeting later.. somehow feel that laofi is cancelled.. so dunno wan go or not.. =/ i noe there is no digital imaging cos its basically consultation only.. im kinda bored now.. vid pro is kinda screwed i think.. 4 is enough rite.. anyways.. i got yellowcard new album.. yay.. =3 its not bad.. im blogging damn randomly.. =X at least im blogging.. nyhahaha.. laughing manically to myself now.. went to sara's house on wed i think.. saw her dog.. damn cute.. only 3 months old.. tiny and kickable.. =P its a shit-zu.. hehe.. realli super cute la.. too bad they grow up kinda ugly.. shall talk bout laofi now.. the birds suck.. =/ seriously.. kinda boring.. and the ending!! macham no ending lidat.. can die man.. i went all the way to king alberts park to borrow somemore.. actually i was there so i borrow from there.. =X the most ridiculous thing happened.. i kinda joined this e2max lucky draw thingy cos i chao bo liao.. [ima e2max member if u didnt noe =)] den i won.. and its like one ticket.. ONE movie tix to the movie real or some shit like that.. i wasnt even interested can.. =/ join for fun also can win.. screening was today[yest] and i didnt go.. hehe.. i got free notebook tho.. dunno wan for wad also.. i dunno wad to blog abt liao.. =/ i dun intend to watch i not stupid too.. kinda think its a dumb show.. oh.. project pilot sucked big time.. hehe.. im doing a documentary script on the vagabonds with homes who rather stay under overhead bridges.. saw my primary school friend at ps.. i totally didnt regconise her.. so blardy skinny.. =/ would have liked to stay and chat.. but was rushing.. damn sad can.. me, her and the girl who lives across the road from me used to be damn close.. hehe.. wanted to donate blood.. but room so damn blardy crowded.. so dun donate lor.. lol.. er.. think i over blogged.. hurhur.. not much singlish.. =/ happens when it gets late.. good thing i always work late at night/early in the morning.. =) thats all folks.. wait a few more months til i feel like updating again.. =P

2006-01-10T09:36:00.000-08:00

hurhur.. had pri sch gathering todayy.. yeah man.. pri sch.. cool huh..

freddie, jamie (sp?), jeremy and boon

jeremy and boon

last but not leastt.. best fren lynette.. she said eeee.. dun take photo la.. i got pimples.. take photo not nice.. hehe..

there were more ppl.. but they left b4 i took photo.. hurhur.. time to do script!

2005-12-29T18:06:00.000-08:00

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2005-12-24T08:48:00.000-08:00

merry xmas all.. =D

2005-12-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

tears wun stop
fucking hate school
pain wun cease
why the fuck did i pick work

2005-12-03T00:53:00.000-08:00

eunice is evil!!!! she is 6hrs 55 min late!! she owes us dinner!! make sure u treat arh!! theodora eunice lau hwee yee!!

2005-11-27T20:53:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad to blog today... tts why i dun blog.. =D

2005-10-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

Please don't go crazy if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened and you never will
If you don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours til i'm sure what I want
But darlin' I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up, I won't stop. No way.

Please keep your hands down and stop raising your voice
It's hardly what i'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion, can you give me some time?
So just say yes or no, why can't you shoulder the blame?
Cos' both my shoulders are heavy from the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said. Oh my God.

Please take it easy, it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes that you've listed so far
Baby let me explain something, it's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking them and not a lot else
It seems i've stepped over lines you've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definately out
Doctor Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

2005-10-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

blogblogblog.. wahaha.. okay.. did roadshow today... not bad i guess.. quite slack.. den met yingying at ps.. walked and played arcadeee... den went to marina bay meet my parents..haha... went for steamboat.. i seem to be gg there alottt... i saw rainerrr... den i think lynette(tp) was there too... but didnt realli get to see... only caught a glimpse.. wahahahaha.. damn full... den saw eunice at rafflees place... long time no see man.. okay... not tt long.. but whos counting.. =D haha... okay la... end of blog post... doing road show again tml... den gg out.. so yeahhhh... blog again tml i guess... =)

2005-10-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

wahaha.. okay.. proper post now.. watched transporter 2.. kind of a last min decision so we missed the first bits.. anyways.. the show ish nicee.. if u like action shows... which i obviously do.. okayy.. saw an xmen 3 posterrr!! itll be out in may 06.. wheee.. cant wait.. ill juz laugh if it sucks.. watching samurai jack now.. cos i got nth better to do.. lol... its damn funny la... "calling all units.. almost naked man running.." hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... okay... i dun see how dis is a proper post.. wahahaha... its long anyways.. kinda long.. gonna go jurong laterrr.. damn far.. oh wellll... oh ya.. im sick.. kind of anyways.. got cough.. and runny nose.. yay! courage the cowardly dog started.. wahaha.. its nice okayyy... i dun wanna blog liao.. byeee...

2005-10-19T09:22:00.000-07:00

i went out wif yingying today.. =) had dinner.. den walked around.. saw janet.. lol.. she looks exactly the same.. haha.. okay.. playing solitaire wif justin noww.. we played practically everything man.. minesweeper flags.. tictactoe.. checkers.. tried bejewled.. but it didnnt load.. lol.. okay.. and den ive nth more to say.. anyways.. i blogged.. like finally.. okays.. will blog again.. prob tml.. =)

2005-10-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

DEON CHOO MUN YEE
IS SELLING HER
IPOD MINI
FOR 300 PLUS
LESS THAN ONE MONTH OLD
SILVER
GOOD CONDITION
FREE BLACK SILICON CASING
interested parties pls leave a tag on my board
applicable to singaporeans only
cash and carry

2005-10-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

wahahahaha... watched corpse bride today wif fadhli.. totally didnt regconise him.. mebbe cos i grew tallerrr... den yaa... plus he is damn tanned now la.. went jalan jalan before movieee.. went like heeren far east and wheelock.. damn fast window shopping.. =D haha... den went for movie.. and denn... after movie go for dinner lorr... were like 2 indecisive persons(people actually.. but persons sound nicer..) so we wandered from cine.. to taka.. around taka... den finally decide on wheelock.. the simple lifeee... damn ex but nice local food... hahahhaa.... its the second time i watched corpse brideee.. its nicee.. i like it can.. stop motion animation.. =D=D chalet coming leee.. shall buy lots of sour sweets there.. oh ya.. today at cine.. i asked jared.. eh.. u serious bout the bi thing arh.. den he was like ya.. and i was like =.=|||... and den i was like okaaayyyyyyy.... anyways... check out dis illma thingy... its farnieee... http://daemlich.net/2364 catchy song.. justin introed me to www.ninjai.com its nicee.. go watch.. =D yeahh... tats abt it denn..

attimesiwonderwhyyoucantletitgonotevenforadayitsstressfulyouknowspoilsmyday
todayisspecialyetyoucantseemtoletgoihonestlydununderstandwhy
ifonlyyouknew

2005-09-25T08:08:00.000-07:00

nyhahahahaha... its back up again.. wif more porn... ._. no comments sia.. shall hereby rate my blog m18!!

2005-09-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhhhhhhh... my drawing thingy spoil sia.. muz be glenns fault... draw porrnn... =p

2005-09-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

its time to blogg.. cos i changed my skin.. got one of those drawing board thingies.. go draw hor.. its below my tagboard.. jz scroolll doooooooowwwnn... plus.. results are out!! haha... i didnt fail anything.. surprisingly.. =D happy happy can.. only got one d.. and tts web ani.. not surprising la.. since i anyhow do.. cant be bothered wif tt lor..
anywayss.. chalet chalet chalet.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... its the 4th to 6th october.. =D nyhahahaha... cant wait man.. im like damn bored.. wanna look for job but lazy.. so i go out everydayyy... ehh.. dunno wad to blog liao.. plus im lazy.. plus i wanna watch teevee.. er.. gonna be going out over the weekend.. =D tml gg bugis.. ._. lazy to blog le.. i shall go play kol... www.kingdomofloathing.com go see.. its funny la.. kinda rpg thingythingy.. =)

2005-09-14T10:29:00.000-07:00

nb.. dun ap me lor.. argghhh....

2005-09-06T09:17:00.000-07:00

im sorry

2005-09-05T10:28:00.000-07:00

wahahaha... did my 3d today.. suppsed to do like 3plus in the morning.. but fell asleep... woke up 12 plus.. did my work.. fell asleep agaaiinnnn... den deon say go marina south eat steamboat.. so i say okaayy... and she kept nua-ing on meee.... evil cann.. think she so light.. hehe.. =p=p went drinkinggg.. haha... her whole face turned red la... damn farniieeeee... too bad i didnt bring my cam.. gonna go school submit and present tml... den go cycling!! with deon.. meet yingying at nite laterrr... most prob anywaysss... =D hah.. i bloggeddd..